So proud.. =) and thankful!

     I could not be more proud of my husband! Not only because I love him. =) ... But because he started his new job today! The Lord has really been doing a work in his life for a while and so faithful to both Nick and Myself. Nick has not had a job in what he went to school for since we've been married and he graduated from school because there just hasnt been any jobs in that industry. We've prayed for years over that job and knew we just had to be patient.. and finally something has come through. =)) We could not feel more blessed than we do.. God has been so good to us its just amazing <3
    We are also so blessed by family and church family and friends that are close by for praying over his job situation since he was layed off in October.. Everyone needs a good fellowship of people who speak the Word of God and positivity over their lives.. its so important for your spiritual growth and relationship with Christ!
   

Big Adjustments

       So in the last couple of weeks I have started my on the floor training for my new job, which I could not be more thankful for. But its also a big adjustment. Going from working 10 hour very laid back days nannying to working 12 very overwhelming days at the hospital. I honestly wish I could just go in and know everything and do it like ive done it for years. But no such luck lol... Learning is part of it and everyone has a different learning style. I have to see it over and over again... unfortunately that seems to irritate some people but I have to keep telling myself its simply the way the Lord made me.. and im ok with it =) I am going to be working days at least until the end of February but Im looking forward to nights. Ive always been a night owl and other than my body adjusting to the time difference I really believe Ill enjoy it. God is so good. Every morning on my way to work I listen to praise and worship music and just pray over my day, not only that it will go by fast (lol) but that the Lord would just help me remember all that Ive learned so far and will continue to catch on. So far, and as usual, He has been more than faithful. Sometimes Ill look up at the clock hanging in front of the nurses station and its like the hands are just winding non-stop. But just the opposite when Im home.. which I LOVE! Spending time with my husband and family is what I look forward too.. its what gets me thru the day besides Gods grace =)
     

Independence

      Since the first week in December Nick has been doing a side job in Pageland, SC with a good friend to make some extra money while hes out of work. When he goes, he stays at his friends house because its closer to the job and just more conveinant. I cant say I have enjoyed him being away a couple nights a week but its something I know we have to do. It doesnt matter how long he has to do it though I know its still not something I look forward too. But I have to tell you that we have grown a lot during those days and nights we are apart. I think it is very inportant for woman to have a little sense of independence even after getting married. I cant say at the beginning of our relationship I liked that idea but after a while you learn that being apart and doing your own thing every once a while is healthy for the both of you. Ive known people who get so caught up in their spouses that they become very detached and almost unfriendly and not at all fun to be around. Im telling you, you learn so much in your first couple of years of marriage. =) So many times we have these almost fantasys of how things are going to be and its great to have expectations but things dont always turn out how we want them too, and thats ok... things happen. Its so important to just remember what brought you together in the first place <3

2011

2010 came and went.. and quite fast I might add! This year is going to be fabulous! I can just feel all the wonderful things the Lord has planned not only for Nick and I but for everyone! This is going to be a year of healing for many, change for others, and blessing for everyone! =)
   Tomorrow I officially start my first "big girl" job at CMC-Union and I am very anxious and excited. Tomorrow and Tuesday are Orientation then training will start after that at some point. I have been praying for this job for over a year and feel very blessed that the Lord allowed it to fall into my lap.
Already Ive heard some pretty pessimistic comments about 2011 and its only Jan 3rd! and all I have to say is.. keep it to yourself =) Lets remember that if not for the grace of God we wouldnt even be here to enjoy it. So the economy still isnt what we would all like for it to be, you may be living paycheck to paycheck(who isnt these days), you may be out of a job, your health might not be 100%, whatever it is that is giving you negative thoughts about this new year.. tell them flea in the name of Jesus!! This is a time for new begininngs, new thoughts, new adventures, new jobs, new friends, new experiences, new goals,... lets soak it up people!! Lets make 2011 one to remember <3